THE STEP MOTHER - Lucy Maud Montgomery Poems

 
 

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THE STEP MOTHER

Well I recall my Father's wife,
    The day he brought her home.
His children looked for years of strife,
    And troubles sure to come --
Ungraciously we welcomed her,
    A thing to scorn and blame;
And swore we never would confer
    On her, a Mother's name

I see her yet -- a girl in years,
    With eyes so blue and mild;
She greeted us with smiles and tears,
    How sweetly too she smiled --
She bent to kiss my sullen brow,
    With woman's gentle grace;
And laid her tiny hand of snow
    On my averted face --

"Henry -- is this your son? She said --
    "Dear boy -- he now is mine --
What not one kiss? --" I shook my head,
    "I am no son of thine! --"
She sighed -- and from her dimpled cheek
    The rosy colour fled;
She turned away and did not speak,
    My thoughts were with the dead --

There leaped from out my Father's eyes
    A jet of swarthy fire;
That flashed on me in fierce surprise --
    I fled before his ire
I heard her gentle voice entreat --
    "Forgiveness for her sake" --
Which added swiftness to my feet,
    A sad and strange mistake --

A year had scarcely rolled away
    When by that hated bride;
I loved to linger half the day,
    In very joy and pride;
Her voice was music to mine ear,
    So soft its accent fell;
"Dear Mother now" -- and oh, how dear
    No words of mine can tell --

She was so gentle, fair and kind,
    So pure in soul and free from art;
That woman with her noble mind,
    Subdued my rebel heart --
I just had learned to know her worth,
    My Father's second choice to bless;
When God removed her from the earth,
    And plunged us all in deep distress --

Hot fever smote with burning blight
    Stretchd on a restless bed of pain;
I moaning lay from morn till night
    With aching limbs and throbbing brain --
Four weary weeks beside my bed,
    She sat within a darkened room;
Untiring held my aching head,
    Nor heeded silence -- cold and gloom --

And when my courage quite gave way,
    And fainter grew my struggling breath;
She taught my stricken soul to pray
    And calmly meet approaching death --
"Fear not God's angel, sent by Him,
    The weary spirit to release;
Before the mortal eyes grow dim,
    Floats down the white winged dove of peace" --

There came a change -- but fingers small,
    No longer smoothed my matted hair;
She sprang not to my feeble call,
    Nor helped to lift me to my chair --
And I arose as from the dead,
    A life for her dear life was given;
The angel who had watched my bed
    Had vanished into Heaven! --